So its 10am and I have to start thinking about getting myself ready for work. I work for 2 of the local newsagents. Just general shop stuff. People paying bills and lottery. The money isn’t good (£5.05ph) and the hours could be better (6 hours a day) but after over a year off work I think it’s a good foot in the door to employment.
I’ve worked there for a couple of months now and I think its time to get back into full time work again. I’m just not sure what or where I want to do it. Id like to be on more money and regular hours. No weekends would be fantastic!!! I also want to learn how to do something. Something new. Something I can use to get a better job. A nice little qualification.
Here’s where I fall down.
I’ve never ever had a goal or a dream job. I’ve never been encouraged to succeed or to excel in anything....ever. I think the fact that i’m 29 years old doesn’t help either. Decisions and plans that I should have made when I was 16 were left and forgotten about.
What do I want to do? Who do I want to be?
Fuck knows!
Hobbies and interests don’t seem to point me in a direction or employment either.
Maybe I should wait until I get a better job before I start thinking about how to better myself.
It’s taken me 20 minutes to write this so I really REALLY should be thinking about getting ready for work.
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