It’s been quite a while since I updated in here and I have no good excuse so for now I’ll just say sorry for that.
I hate to say “nothing much has happened” since my last update but I think my life might have a different pace to others.
I’m a plodder. I don’t look for new things I tend to wait for new things to discover me. I know that’s not a very interesting way to be but its just the way I am. If people want to suggest another approach to life then please feel free to suggest something………but for now I’m happy with it. I’ve never been one of those people with desires or goals to be somebody or to be a player in whatever field. I’ve always been happy just working and getting on with things. Maybe I should want more out of life. Maybe not. Are some people just destined to be plodders? Who can say. I’m sure were all born equal and it’s our up bringing that gives us that little push to be someone. Is that right?
So Leona just won the X-factor. I can’t say I’m surprised really. She has a beautiful voice and I’m sure, like all the others, will fade into obscurity before long. She is good though so I hope that’s not the case
Gus, or as he has to be known from now on “G”, has decided to put broke back mountain on. I’m not a fan of sad endings so I’m trying very hard not to watch. I’ve never been good at sad endings. Why can’t all films end happy? Have any of you seen a film called Beautiful thing? That’s a gay kind of film with a happy ending. Leaves you feeling warm inside. I’m sure broke back has a sad ending. I know there’s going to be tears before bed time. I remember the first time I saw beeches……..god I’m so gay…….but I cried soooooo hard. If I’m fed up or feeling miserable I put it on. Crying can be very therapeutic. I feel so much better after a cry. Then there’s nasty evil films like bambi and the green mile. I’ve never was good at sad stuff.
Anyway. I started writing this last night when I was a little tipsy on the wine but it still stands so I’m not going to rewrite it.
Just a small addition really. I think G thinks I’m a little to forthcoming with his privacy so I’m not going to refer to where I live or who I’m going out with from now on. Just something I have to live with I guess. I’m glad I can live my life without the worry of people looking at my sexual orientation in a detrimental way. If people don’t like it it’s their problem not mine. Its not like I wear it on my sleeve or anything but I don’t usually volunteer the information unless I think I need to. If people ask I don’t lie though.
Anyway, I'm not sure why I’m still winging on about this. Time to move on and get on with my day.
Laters people!
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